Monday, October 31, 2016


I've deactivated the Facebook page for now since I don't feel it gets looked at much anyway.And I did'nt see the point of being on Facebook at all anymore.
 I don't feel like I belong anywhere these days. It's hard for me to make friends with people since I have severe social anxiety and just find it difficult to connect with people at all. It just seems to be getting worse. I fear people too much, I feel I can not make friends or join groups because people judge me for my shyness, for being alone, not even married or having children (which I don't even want by the way) at my age.As much as I feel safe in my solitude , I'm afraid I'm not growing either and could have more, I don't know. It's probably way too late for me. I feel like the only thing I have that people can like like me for is my art so thank you to all who have supported and liked my work however, I truly appreciate it I do. At least I have made connections in that way.